Feeling like I had too many many balls in the air and not enough hands.. And if I didn't put one of the balls down I would drop them all......
After some re-working of the family budget and talking it though. I have quit work. I am disappointed but feel a great seance of peace about the decision.
I LOVED the job!
But the hours were too much. I had asked for less but didn't seen to get less they were ringing me all the time asking for more... I felt sick to my tummy every time I said no. Also shift starts at 6am and not finishing until 9pm and night shifts just wasn't working for our family.
AL is going away once a month for a week at a time made it even more nutz!
I told Arliah that I would be able to spend more time with her at home! To which she told me "I don't want to spend more time with you!" Thanks darling I love you too!
On the upside work has told me that in the future if I want to come back they would love to have me.
And even if my one of my kids isn't happy about more mummy time I sure am!