Flowers first overnight

Is tonight and I feel so sad I keep thinking the little things that I need to get done and how I would work around it with Flower... then it hits she wont be here tonight...


Or what I am going to cook for dinner tonight and how to wokr flowers food intolreance into it ..............then it hits me she wont be here tonight.....

I think how will need to be back at 4 for when flower gets back from access and then its hits me she wont be here tonight...

now I fee like I dont want to be here tonight