Monday, November 16, 2009

Already in a knot....


I had my first lil tear today..

Flowers case goes to court next week....

they are doing all the court appointed assessments this week... I have been told by CWs that bios having been preparing themselves for them...





I have been ok about it till today....... while I was putting her to bed it came over me that it could be only a few short weeks and she could be going home....

Who knows what the courts will say... Lets hope and pray that make the right decisions what ever it is.....

9 comments:

Stefanie said...

Oh, Chelley... praying for His will for Miss Flower, and for a peace and serenity only He can provide.
You are truly doing His work in caring for these little ones :)

Margaret M said...

Chelley,
Sending lots of prayers your way. I admire you so much for the heart that you have to Love and Let go. I can't begin to imagine. hugs!!!!

The Oesch Chronicles said...

We are foster parents too and we had a newborn that was here 2 1/2 months and it was a killer when she left us. I still have contact with the family members that took her. THANK GOD! I hope that all works out in your favor. I hope that somewhere along the line we get to keep a newborn too!

cloudmaster said...

Prayers from our home to yours that all works out as it should

cloudmaster said...

Prayers from our home to yours that all works out as it should

Kate said...

It's such an emotional rollercoaster that you're on and means living with a pain most parents can't even imagine.
I've found that the dept tends to feel a need to prepare you for the worst before court. I'm sure the parents have been 'preparing', but it's certainly not as easy as studying for an exam...
I'm sending lots of love and hugs your way. xx

Andrea said...

You are going to be sad because you love her. It is OK. That is why you are so good at this, because you will love all of these little babies like they are yours.
Praying for you , Flower and her family.

xoxo,
A

living4him5 said...

Oh Chelley,

I am praying for you! I know it has to be so very hard to let them go home but Praise God there are people like you in the world that take these precious babies in your home. Please keep us posted, I'm thinking of you!!

Hugs and love,
Amy

Nomes said...

Chell,
What day is court?I will say extra prayers for her and your family...whatever happens you have and always will be the one who loved her when she was so small..saw that first sweet smile and made all the differnce when she needed you most...you are an amazing mummy :)
Hugs Nomes xx